Depression and Snow

When you have depression it’s like it snows every day. Some days it’s only a couple of inches. It’s a pain in the ass but you still make it to work, the grocery store. Sure, maybe you skip the gym or your friend’s birthday party, but it IS still snowing and who knows how bad... Continue Reading →


Where is My Kiddie Porn?

In just less than a week, I will turn 54 years old. I’m not bothered by my age, the wrinkles or the grey hair. No, I celebrate them all, because I wasn’t supposed to be here to see any of it. So, I celebrate it all gladly. What I’ve been thinking and dreaming about a... Continue Reading →

Life in NorCal

Well, I know I've not written in a while. I don't expect there is anyone out there on pins and needles waiting for my next blog post either, however today I felt like posting. In a short 5 days I will have been here in California for a month. In some ways it seems that... Continue Reading →

Hello From California!

I've been at my son's place for a week now, I arrived just in time to grab a quick shower and go to my oldest grandsons kindergarten graduation ceremony! It was the cutest thing, they sang songs and each child was presented with a diploma and pictures were taken with the school principal, their teacher... Continue Reading →

Saying Goodbye

I haven't written a post in a long time, and that's because my attacker has somehow found my blog and has been making comments. Now you should know that any comment placed on my blog has to go through me before it's published, so I'm lucky that I'm able to delete his comments before they... Continue Reading →

I’m Shattered

If you would ask if anybody who thinks they know me how I was doing since the attack, they probably tell you I was doing just fine. I’ve gotten pretty good at faking things over the years and putting on a mask of sunshine and roses and rainbows and all those wonderful things that people... Continue Reading →

Meeting the Prosecutor

  So in a strange turn of events I have a meeting at the prosecutor's office on Friday morning. Luckily I've been keeping a log of events that have happened since my attack took place and I thought that I would take a moment and share that log here on my blog with you, there's... Continue Reading →

Not Enough of a Victim

I think the title pretty much covers it, it's been a rough few days! It's been pretty hard dealing with the sexual assault that I suffered on the 23rd of April and trying to get some cooperation and assistance from the local law enforcement - which is an absolute joke! The local victim Assistance groups... Continue Reading →

Not Enough Evidence

I just spoke with the officer who took my original complaint on the sexual assault that occured on April 23rd. I was upset that a detective had not been assigned to the case. He informed me that wasnt going to happen because Prosecutor Wes Bradford felt there wasn't enough evidence!!!! In addition, my assailaint John... Continue Reading →

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